Friday, June 16, 2006

...prayer...

God help me to sleep,
save my eyes from tears,
vanquish thy fears that rain inside me,
convert thy sadness into smiles...
for i never wanna see
another frown
off of my face.

i sat down in front of the TV and wondered how long the colored pictures change for every frame. for how long it lasted and how many shows have passed? i don't know. all i care about is the moving pictures, the sounds and the peculiar gestures. i dunno what are they talking about, i couldn't care less, i just want to grasp every minute to make my self weary for my eyes to drop for a long slumber.

every corner of my room is an endless trip to memory lane, making me feel nostalgic and catch up with the past, the internet makes me grasp on something on the present and my thoughts are my only tool for predicting the future.

am i thinking too hard? am i being such a freak..i dunno. all i know is that my whole body is in constant hibernating and i cant stop it from being awake..

pero sabi nga ng frend kong c fi "mas ok nah ang walang tulog kesa walang gising"...little by little thoughts will be limited and inch by inch i will be free...i just hope that time will come sooner for ill be packing my bags to go to the mountains again!

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