the flow of writing comes when everything is wrong and wrecked but you feel it's the right time to write. it is when your heart is full of agony and ample amount of mixed emotions yet your mind is awkwardly in peace. it is when you feel the strong urge to slap somebody in the face so bad but you chose to write the ardor and abhorrence and punch the right letters to form the words that will hit the right sentiments.
its strange for when somebody is happy, the emotions are quite explicit yet you cant contain them in words but once you're hurt, every single shudder, whimper, glitching pain and flowing tears are so damn easy to fit in a three long stanzas! quite ironic...yet this blog, full of melancholy and pain is a bias form of assumption that this is what i really feel at the moment...coz tell you one thing...I'm happy but i cant seem to explain how or why...i just feel i am! light and free from grudges of the past! i felt betrayed once but i understand now. its all clear...
i am no hopelessly romantic writer, i am just a mediocre type of writer who writes her everyday journey to life- like a little child whose so eager to write her adventures and experiences on a piece of paper called diary.
Experience is one most greatest teacher and motivation. Take a risk on life...take it, there's no harm on trying. Take every blow and you'll be rewarded!
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