Tired of loving.
Sick of scarring.
No more room for hoping.
It’ll be perfect if you’re the one. It’ll be good because you know me by heart and not by sight. But perfect only happens in dreams but in reality we’re not meant to be. You got someone by your side and for all I know loves you dearly. Though you’re saying I have your heart, it’s hard for me to break somebody’s heart just because of my selfish reason – that I love you.
Sick of scarring.
No more room for hoping.
It’ll be perfect if you’re the one. It’ll be good because you know me by heart and not by sight. But perfect only happens in dreams but in reality we’re not meant to be. You got someone by your side and for all I know loves you dearly. Though you’re saying I have your heart, it’s hard for me to break somebody’s heart just because of my selfish reason – that I love you.
She came first in your life and at some part I know you loved her so too. She has every right to be happy and have your undivided love and attention. I have no right to hurt her. I’m a parasite in this story and I feed only to your love, it’s keeping me alive and happy but I’m gonna hurt someone and I just don’t want to be that kind of person.
I’m letting go not because you don’t mean anything to me nor that I don’t treasure what we had, I’m letting you go coz it’s not our time to love each other yet. I don’t believe in destiny but I know we’ll bump into each other someday and we’ll continue what we had and we’ll make sweet stories and fairytales come true…everyone will envy us.
Goodbye, for now my snowman.
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