in a dark and chilly corner she waited and plead that someone will come and hug her tight but no one really ever came...she fight back the tears that are already starting to fall, sniff and then breathe heavily and said: i gotta be strong for myself, gotta be the source of strength and not somebody else...coz if i still put my faith that they can be my cure i will forever be dependent to them...and if by chance they dont care no more i will be a helpless soul again waiting for others to feed me with strength.
i am withdrawing myself from waiting for them coz each time i wait and finally got someone with the yellow sign, i only get even more irritated...coz it's either they are more self absorbed or they simply don't wanna care...
so this i say: just smoke a stick of cigar...it is a good replacement for friends.
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