seems like an easy question ayt? a simple question with a simple answer.
"i'm great and you?"
but no matter how hard i emphasize that i am ok it seems that she has a bionic eye or something coz she's seeing what i truly feel.
everytime she pops up that question i hope i can just say: i feel pressured, can i quit now? LOL. but no, i can't coz i had already develop a sense of respect for her and i cant take to repay her super duper kindness to me with such crap.
"like a fading candle in the night, my soul is slowly wearing out, burning out of luck and enthusiasm...charred by failures that seems to be doubling up everyday...alas! i wanna give up and yet if i do, ill just waste ur trust... T-T"
our mouths can lie but not thy heart that feels and never thy eyes that is a transparent link to our souls...it's raining inside me and yet if i admit it, it is as good as saying i am weak..but thy self...is finding it hard to mask and muffle all the frustrations and worries...
her kindness entered my heart with such an impact that i can't explain. she treats me like as if i am her daughter....it's overwhelming. it's just so sad that i am raised to be a cold and quiet person, i cant treat her with such enthusiasm that she deserves. too bad im not her daughter coz you know what? it'll be cool to have a mother like that. i love her to death :)
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