...hyperaglesia....

Why do I have to be so damn sensitive?
Why can’t I be someone who don’t need anybody to feel happiness?
Why should I feel pain for someone who doesn’t even give a damn for me?
It’s like giving a piece of yourself and your heart to someone and yet for that person it is just a nonsense thing?
It’s like feeling you’ve got someone but then again, not applicable to reality.

Why the hell do I have to feel hurt knowing that they don’t care the way I do for them?
It hurts for I do wanna understand them but they won’t let me…

And I hate it!

Why?

Coz I don’t wanna be imparted from them just because of a certain belief…
Coz friends?
Is beyond that!
It can withstand all the diversities!

Maybe I’m overreacting but things like these?
They can make you feel unwanted and unworthy as a friend/person.

That I’m somebody the can just go along without easily…
That I am just an ordinary friend…
An accidental acquaintance type of person that can easily be replaced and let go without any regrets and sadness of ever doing so…

Fuck.

Why am I so sensitive?
I wish I can be hard as a rock so that I won’t be maimed by those people whom I cared the most!