Amidst the blanket of serenity lies many waves of emotions. I am tough but I am also a fragile soul. I am a person who thirsts for the feeling of being loved but by being so, am I being too desperate to grasp anyone who professes their affection towards me? –even if he’s already committed to someone else? Am I crazy to actually wish their break-up?
Funny how a simple fascination can lead to attraction, affection then goes down to love. Peculiar on how he capture thy heart without any doings and mush effort….sigh.
If grabbing someone’s bf is a crime, I’d take the chance to commit one just to steal him. I will take the risk of falling, being crazy and being loved. I’ll take that offered kiss and return it to him for the deeper each kiss goes, all my anxiety, fear and worries will slowly flow away for in my mind and heart will just be the thought of bliss and love.
I’ll go wherever the momentum will lead coz I know he’ll lead me to fly to a place I can’t reach.
Enough with the dream…let’s move back to reality…
Afterall I’ve been through, all along I thought my heart had been hardened by time…but now? Every part6 of me has been softened by a man who turned his back on loving me because he wants to prevent hurting and damaging me. But you know what? I wished he hadn’t turn his back on me…coz I like it that way even if it is too darn complicated for the two of us coz I think- I love him.
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