...how i saw myself before...

im a simple nothing whatever-goes type person na at first glance kala mo harmless pro a real pain in the ass pala...my expectations & pathetic dreams have made me from who i am ryt now..kaladkarin pagdating s mga lakad at minsan my sariling mundo...d dw marunong magalit...mlaks mangarap kya laging bigo, hehe...simple things in life make me smile and likewise to make me dpresssed...i love my life, though complicated, i will continue loving it! ^-^
i love my friends 4 in them-i found my sunctuary, hapiness and loud funking music, hehe..

"I go where my heart beckons me, and I go with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need until I bleed so my heart swims above my head"


emotional freak, hyper at cry baby nga daw sabi ng iba..pro once n nkl2 m nko, i guess mssny k n s mga weird habits ko...mhlg ako kmnta pro music doesnt like me dat much ...im a type of person na will do anything just help others, watcha see is what 'ya dont get. i fancy ppol hu has strong personality espcially dos who olweiz seems to hav no problems, time spent with them makes life much interesting : makulit poh ko at minsan parang bangag..im a type of person n will feell self worth if i hav smthing to do..i tend to be a loner and whatever i believe in it verges to be fanatical...sometimes, i waste a lot of my time searchng of "something" that i don't even know what...im a lost soul, waiting to find the real me, i wanna discover & xperience great joy & fulfillmet in lyf (OA ba?) i like doing things in my own way, i like drnking cofee & staring at the stars...i enjoy watchng movies & doing thngs i've never done b4...my friends call me "peng" its a long story but it is short for penguin, nature lover dw, i enjoy taking pictures & writing crazy stuffs..mdyo mahiyain pro s umpisa lang namn, hehe...shit always happens but this gurl? she may fall a hundred tyms but one thing's for sure..she'll remain standing.

"BE LIKE THE DUCK! COOL AND UNRUFFLED ON THE SURFACE BUT PADDLING HARD UNDERNEATH