Saturday, September 22, 2007

...Hole Inside ME...

There’s something wrong with me. I feel like somebody bore a hole inside me and snatched it away from me, like a donut. This hole, this emptiness, this missing piece…is YOU.

Swimming into the depths of memories and diving in to search for the one that I truly cared for…the one that just fits in me, captivated my soul by just having the distinct persona that you posses, the only ONE, my happiness.

It’s hard to move when you’re not around, for everywhere I go there’s no escape of ever keeping you off of my mind…the sudden bliss of merely just being with you, the acceptance, the warmth, the connection that attached me to you and the security and contentment that i feel everytime I'm wrap around those arms of yours.

My eyes are already dripping of melancholy by just saying it…my heart melts just by the thought of it…my every soul weakens everytime I feel it.There’s nothing lot to say…just this three words… I miss you.

That simple void in meaning words is all that I can say to you…

I miss you…so bad.

I wanna hear myself laugh again, like the times I laughed when we were just acting dumb and being crazy. Wanna be able to feel that once more, I wanna be myself again…break this wrap that covered me, rupture this before I die of asphyxiation…help me breathe in normally again…loneliness is killing me everyday...darn, I need you.

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