Do not trust me just yet, for I am not to be trusted. You are kind and lovable, I’m too ambiguous to begin with and being around you will just complicate things out. I know you wonder why I don’t let my guards down but believe me that one has a pretty good reason why.
I don’t trust myself to not fall in love with you, I don’t even know if I can control my feelings to not go on over board! I live my life with such an excess of emotions and just a little move can flicker something that shouldn’t.
Don’t get me wrong, I like you to be my friend, it is just that I don’t want a certain something in my past to happen again. Funny, right? Back before I’m wishing for a friend to come and suppress my loneliness and now that someone like you came, I am limiting myself to be with you. Ah, irony. Sucks.
I know this is a bit confusing, but thing is, I am a very confusing person too, haha…I am complicated. I am trying to figure something about myself and quite frankly I am just in the midst of trying to search for it. When all these clouds clear up, I’ll give you a call and we’ll hang out but right now, I should be alone.
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