...pensive...

As I watched the vagueness of the fields passing swiftly as our car moved, I also felt a sudden gush of trance in me. I pensive to my life, probing the things I’ve done and how I suddenly found answers to my once unanswered questions…

Funny how all the locks open when it’s already too late. Realizations, regrets, angst and embarrassments struck us only after the incidents happen. It’s always out of timing and out of tune.

I asked myself: what have I learned? And in instant situations came swooping in my head…some are happy, some are sad and others are just too regretful to even think about. Some of those you even wanna go back and experience it again or rather fix.

There are things we can’t change but there are still those that we can. Everyday that the sun comes up in the morning, we have this mentality that it will be just the same as yesterday but you know what? It's not the same because each day that we live we grow, we become stronger, we learn and we become wiser than our yester'days self! Coz like the sun, life goes on…it will never stop, so keep on shining as bright as it can! It's a reminder that there is another day to make things right, better and fulfilling.

This is my life now...I gotta hold on to it, accept and swallow the situation before it swallows me...Old habits should be dump...release all emotional baggage...Ought to move to get some results...No one can break me if I trust myself!