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lately the wind of the past has been tormenting my inner soul...slowly it'll hug my weary soul and my hopeful heart...it'll quench the undying passion that have long been forgotten...my thoughts will be disoriented again...my faintest concentration will be imposible to see...my eyes will be so red again, not just by tears but by lack of comfort of sleep...my hands will be full of ink coz of the simultaneous flow of emotions...i will be the old me...the old and hopeless me...stop. i thought you've ended this before??

please tell me...how can you stop a loyal heart from loving? how can it be thought not to love no more? is it its fault to choose you? or me who have turned my back on what it really feels??