...Learn Together...

I shy away when I look at you
I stutter when I talk to you
I’m scared to hold your hand
I’m scared to hurt you and I’m also scared that you’ll hurt me.

Is it a sin to just love you secretly?
Is it okay if I just suppressed my desires?
Everyday I seem to improve,
I can tell myself that you’re just a friend.

But is it too pathetic if tell you..
I still always say I love you to you before I go to sleep?
I pretend that I’m hugging you.
Then I just close my eyes and eventually tears will come.

You know how to love someone exceptionally.
Can you teach me?
Can we both learn together?
Can you love me even if it is just a make believe?

I know I’m stupid, I know it is lame.
But in your arms is all I wanted to be right now.