Wednesday, August 02, 2006

...sacrifice...

what is worse than to have apathy for what you're doing? considering that what you are doing right now is what you're gonna be doing for the rest of your life?
what is worse than to have worries over the future, knowing that your future holds a thousand rewards?


what is worse than to show regret for your decisions eventhough those decisions were just made to please others? what is worse than to have fear to have serious consciousness over something you actually hate?
what is worse than to be at one place and just wish you are somewhere else?

what is worse than to live the dream of someone else?!

i do not see myself like this, never want and dreamed to be...but ita all too late to walk away now...ill just have to take the bullet..suffer for any sacrifice. afterall, sacrifice is for a good cause, right?!

you think im dumb, incompetent, coward and stupid right? dont get me wrong, i also see myself like that...but i cant just throw away the trust and the pride...cant let them down for my own sake.

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