...fi..

i hate it when people pretend to care..

assume things that they think they have a better idea of who you are...

just because you seem like that doesn't mean you are like that...

funny how many people can cling to cliches and stereotypes that they fail to explore the person deeper...

how they say such nice things just to make you feel better but don't really address the reality...

so many faces i've seen here fall into these categories...

so i wonder why people ask me why do i feel blue in a country that's so good to be true?

i just laugh and say to myself...i don't need a so good to be true country without a good for real friend...

alas,,,

this why i miss you my friend.
you care, you genuinely care..
you beat me up with cruel reality to snap me out of my problem...
you listen, not pretend.

you see more than the facade i am portraying..
you know the real me.