...pride over friendship...

funny how can you easily pretend to not know me...
how you made me feel uncomfortable
with your coldness...
how your distant looks make me feel sad...

how can you spend your day happily
even if without me?
how?
tell me,
so i can be too!

fighting the urge not to speak first,
the urge to not care at all...
but what do i get?
it only backfired to me..
coz now?
i'm badly missing you!

i just dont get how you can do all that...
maybe im not really that
important for you T.T