...college fwends....

....checkered...

...someday...

someday her lips will curl to give
such a sweet smile...
someday those eyes will give

such a twinkling glow..
no more sign of sadness & tears

her face will illuminate nothing but endless contentedness
and vivid grace...
no more pain, loneliness and sorrow...
just pure bliss.

someday she'll never wish there is someday
coz
all her wishes will come right after her--

things will never be difficult.
all will be good.
all is good.
good.

...i robot...

i am a person with no distinct function...
whose every being was dictated
for a play called her life.

her every choice is nothing but a useless plead..
a silent cry, an eerie feeling that crushes every piece of pride
and dignity left for her...

she feels useless...not human though but more likely as a robot,
programmed by others...
she don't have a heart, feelings, dreams or a hopeful soul...
just a piece of thing doing a thing said to be doing...

but no matter how pathetic, she has to get going...
robots do malfunction sometimes, ayt?!

she'll debug her priorities and program a new software
to motivate her true goals....

she's already there...
no where left to go--
quitting is not an option-
it's the last resort!